when you walk alone
you felt the presence of yourself and yourself
that's when you start to realize that you're the one
who have not been spending much time for yourself.

i miss the esplanade library viewing room.
somebody go there with me please.

i miss sitting in the tent and enjoy the sea breeze.
somebody sit there with me please.

i miss the sunset.
somebody watch it with me please.

i miss the gym.
somebody run with me please.

i miss the swimming pool.
somebody swim with me please.

i miss the cappucino at the pacific coffee club.
somebody drink with me please.

i miss reading harry potter.
somebody read with me please.

there is so many things i wanna do.
but i just can't.

there are other much more important things i need to get done.
before all these.
somebody help me please.
hear me out.
i can't breathe.

8!

for the first time.
make it a new chapter.

hello awak.

haha.

work was fucked up.
stocks after stocks.

well, time flew fast.
kept myself busy.
climbing up the racks in the store. haha.
fun siaa. it's been awhile since i get to climb and be like a kid.

and aww,
why are everyone going NS?
this is so not nice.
boo hoo hoo.

and awak,
gaji masok besok you!
kiter tak sabar.
shopping.
=D
wehehe!


6!

i've been too nice.
way too nice.
and you were right.
it's time for me to stand for myself.
(:
thank you my friend.
you just made my day.
chocolates, smiles, and you.

yawwww. what's up!
lol.

dragged myself to work this morning.
shit la. i hate doing afternoon shift the night before and morning shift the next day.

brunch was super boring.
dead boring.

let me tell you guys something.
i'm the most expensive labour.
where can you get a job, where you are paid to
daydream and stone?

lol. ok mia noob.

okay, at work, there is this few construction workers who are trying to build a
proper shelter for people to go to the gym.
and so the BANGLAS are like super-noob.
they don't really understand english, so yea.
we made fun of them.
okay! we were mean, but me, frankie and angel cant help it.

okay, here's the funny part.

one bangla passed by.
frankie: hello good afternoon sir!
bangla turned his head, giving frankie this expressionless face.
OBVIOUSLY HE DON'T UNDERSTAND.
frankie: wahh, i greet him, he look even blur. all these foreigner workers ah, when are they going to learn english?
mia: don't know. maybe tmr. HAHA!
frankie: ah-la-mak you.
then angel came.
and the bangla coming our way again, back to his worksite.
frankie: angel, angel, angel! greet him! greet him and see what's his expression.
confirm, when you say good afternoon sir, HE blur.
angel: ok ok. [with this semangat + nerd look]
bangla came by.
angel: GOOD AFTERNOON SIR, YOU BLUR!
AND HE ACTUALLY GAVE ANOTHER BLUR FACE, TO ANGEL.

me turned to frankie, then both turned behind
and LAUGH OUR ASS OFF.

nerd siaa angel. say straight to his face.
oh wells, that's what's gonna happen when work gets so bored.

left work at 6 and headed home. damn tired you know.

aahhhhh. bit-chicks, haha.
alot alot many many much much to tell you girls.
hehe.

okay, besok saye keje ye.
tak sabar nak pegi keje actually.
(:

i wanna donate some blood.
can i? i hope i don't faint.
=X
hehe!


1!

summer love - justin t.

HEHE!

SAM! YOUR EMO THINGY COOL LA SIAL.
AKU LETAK PAT AKU NYER BLOG NI.
SO AKU BLEH KACAU2 DIER.
HEHE!

anyways, work was great today.
:) time flew very very fast.
i was wishing for it not to end!

ahhhhh. i'm like super duper happy.
hehe. ok this must sound crazy,
but i made friends everyday at Isetan.
haha.
cooooool shit man.

not another chinese boy okay!
a malay boy. LOL.
okay, that Rizuan, malay part timer at springfield,
it's like finally im working the same shift as him.
and so the stocks for ladies have just arrived.
so we unpacked them together.
chatted and joked.
haha.

FEYRA!
DIER SEPET!
AND CUTEEEEEEEEEE!
HEHE.
ADER DIMPLE LA SEYYYYY!
:D

and he stays jurong west, is it anywhere near you?
haha.

and he's birthday is only like 2 days earlier than mine.
okay, mia shut up.
it's always about boys.

gemini clicks well with another gemini,
well, what can i say.
*grins*

okay, tight schedule, have planned out what days to work.
hope to reach at least 1k by end of this month.

making myself occupied just feels great
though i'm sick.
eurgh.
okay tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

ming, i still miss you!
:)

7!

cant wait.

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.


work sucks today.
guess the amount of sales we made today.
$362.20.

how pathetic.
monday is soooo boring.
and we had 3 staffs.
and so i and zairi chat and chat and chat. haha.
and i'll be learning to do POST soon on the micros.
cool shit man! muahaha.
cool or what. i'm like the second assistant. heh heh.
first definitely the full time there.
and zairi too. and me.
played around with the micros with zairi. haha.

and that bull dog aunty was there. but for awhile only.
then came another aunty.
she looks like a hamburger to me.
so chubby. she so short! 1 head shorter than me.
when i talked to her, i laughed.
i cant help it but to feel so TALL. lol.

and she talks alot. and jokes alot. cant stop laughing i tell you.
she so bubbly. funny la she.
and she even told me she love selling undergarments to men.
lol.

ok, and so i managed to find out that malay boy's name.
=P his name is Min. could be amin, could be muhaimin.
LOL. whoaaaaaaaaaaaa. hehe. cute.

and i made another friend too!
a chinese one some more!
he's working at calvin klein. and he super sepet too.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee~

i love chinese.

and shit ppl. aku super bodoh.
aku turn down weiming.
weiming ajak go movie just now.
but i too shy.
haha.

malu la youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
next time okayyyyyy!
you nerd. haha.

heheh.

and and and, this bowenian, irfan his name.
came by springfield. and he recognized me.
weehoooooo.
he's a smart ass. with looks too.
gawd. he's like one of the hottest cool dude.
in the first express class some more.
he was just a familiar schoolmate.

anyways, i pretty enjoyed washing eye ALONE today,
how pathetic.
bit-chicks! come RP la! then at least i not so paiseh to wash eye alone!
hehe.

ok, i miss ming.
:)


ok bye.

2!

aku penat.
aku happy.

i didn't think about you every night before i close my eyes.
im so happy, that i could cry eyai eyai.

saving jane-happy.

i've been tagged by MIRA.

The rules are easy : Just simply post 10 things that made you happy and then tag 7 people.

1. Hanging out with my friends.
be it bitchicks, mel function, COG or whoever is my friend.
2. Eating. hahahaha.
3. Spending time with family.
4. Jamming and Fantasizing.
5. Walking home alone, late at night.
6. Laughing.
7. Getting to be with my bantal busuk. haha.
8. Seeing strangers happy.
9. Sacrificing my happiness for others.
10. SHOPPING. =D

I've got more to list... But it needs only 10 =)

To tag: Feyra, Jannah, Sam, Hirzi, Shafiq, Azura, Deon.

=))

<3>

okay listen up people!

work was fucking shit i tell you.
it was my first day at isetan wisma atria.
and i was with this guy called Gerald, a new part timer, first day some more,
was like very blurr cos it's our first day at that fucking place.
so as you know me, a noob, wasn't really sure of what to do.

and so when the full timer went for break, it was only the 2 of us.
and when she left, then the crowd came in.

and so i made 2 mistakes.
first, i made the customer paying the full amount when he is supposed to
pay 30% less. and he paid for it actually, after awhile, he came back asking for refund.
fucking cheapo.
second. i did not write on the piece of shit for isetan reference that it was a SALE item.
and the cashier aunty was frustrated with me.
not my fault what! first day okay! and i was left there after 2 hours of trying to cope with everything.

BITCH. and she looks like a BULL DOG.
really. with that scowl-y face, and short and stout and she wears
a tight skirt with a tight vest which is showing her fat tummy.
and she wrote a report about that mistakes to the supervisor of isetan.
shit la sial.

so hate her.
so gonna see her the next few days.
SHITTTTTTTT.

and so it was a stony day.
just stand there, stone, and get paid.
cool or what?!

and so me and gerald yack away like nobody's business.
gerald is this rp boy.
who is super not bad, but cute.LOL.
when he laugh, FEYRAA!
MATER NYER SEPET!

wah duh. cute banget deh! LOL.

cute la sial.
aku tgk, aku happy la sial.
tak nampak mater dier pon. LOL.

okok. he lives in serangoon.
we took NEL together.
heh heh. ambil kesempatan ya. LOL.
and saw this fucking hot chi man.
i bet he's in late 20's.
hahahahaha.


and oh ya, this malay guy, working in Isetan,
at armani jeans, cute la sial.
he smiled at me.
and i was in my worst state.
i was frowning and trying to pin up my nametag.
shit siaa.
NADIAH, kau tgk la, aku asyik dalam worst state aku biler aku
nampak lelaki hot.
kesialan betol. LOL.

haha.
ok, i miss wei ming.
=P


bitching is my fame.
flinging is my game.
come on boy, just be tame.
and tell me your name.
:)

TOOTIE
NOOBIE

ok work was kinda boring today.
i was practically day dreaming and texting throughout the shift.
and so went for break with khai.
met up with huiqi.
she work next door. LOL.
british india.

ok ok. and so after work, me and khai waited for jihadi for god knows how long.
took the train home along with azip and syamim.

thanks khai. thanks for the ride.
thank your friend. not you.
jgn feeling feeling. LOL.
tapi coooooool la khai.
part part dier belok tuuuuu.
baek burger. like ramli.
lol.

ok kiter kan kawan. so thank you. LOL.

ok mia crapp.

reached home, as usual online.
ok, ok i lied.
i just sneaked out awhile just now to meet a friend of mine.
say no more.

ok bye.

an evening in parissssssssssssssss.

bad day today.
seriously people,
go and watch gossip girls.
go and watch desperate housewives.

learn to trust people that you care.
learn to trust the people around you.
and watch out for suckers who will just bring you down
when you don't see it coming.

you might just get hurt when you know that
it wasn't what you expected.

and being too nice is not always the right thing to do.
you have to be selfish, sometimes.
though you know you don't have the heart too,
you still have to.
if you're stubborn like me,
be it.

and be at the losing end.
like where i am now.

ok shut up now.
work was just fine.
i miss the tips. definitely. :)
got about ten bucks today. enuff for ez link fares.
went for dinner with vanessa, san san and alex.
had subway.
then desserts at starbucks. bumped into fai again.
was at starbucks with alex, esmond and qi'en.
vanessa and san san left earlier. tired i guess.
then headed home with a friend of mine.

and oh, forgot to mention.
this will just end my post with a smile despite all these tears;

wei ming, that chi chef, gave me his number.
:)
ahaha. cute.
mia, SHUT UP. =X

ok bye.

keep yourself in the dark,
and clear your mind.
trust me,
its gonna be alright.
:)

it's just me and food today.
with bed and lappie.

stayed home today.
and i feel so lazy to go out tmr.
haiz.
how? should i skip work?
HAHA.

cant cant.
promised azip.
promised aidil.
promised jihadi.

ahhhh. shucks.


more of gossip girls.
more of desperate housewives.
more of south park.


ok bye.

i should have listen to my heart.

but too bad.
awak too cool.
LOL.

ok people.

results for sem 2 are out.

god damn it.
i dropped by by 0.05
HAHA.

and i am very disappointed.
shucks.
mia, you suck.

hi there.

COG chalet was a blast though it was pretty boring most of the time.
spent quality time together with them though not all turned up.

khai invited jihadi. and so,
aidil, arep, ayeb, din and a friend of theirs turned up to join in the fun.

and to those who were so mendak, sorry, but yea, thanks to them, it was much fun.
really.

it was a gr8. a perfect time to catch up with each other and be how it used to be.

ahhh. with arep around again, woit, night life again.
haha.
ok, i admit, i'm tempted to be how it used to be me but the thought of it again,
it's a waste of time. i'd rather be on my comfy bed. haha.

ok den.

i'm shagg.
too many to say actually.
lets cut it short and i'll share again soon, if i want to.
haha.

ok bye.

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning grey.

call me crazy.
or whatsoever.
but i am missing my fling, adam.

his words kept me thinking.

and so ytd, me and khai have to go the Springfield's warehouse
to do stock check of the ladies clothings.
some were nice. some were suck.

and so we managed to get some for us too.
:D
it was super tiring and we were bored to death due to no other humans around us;
except for th boxes.
and so, we talked to the boxes and sang to them.

warehouse are COOL SHIT i tell you.
and i will be transferred to Isetan Springfield for a couple of weeks.
god damn it.

i just hope the pay wont cock up.
cos im really broke now.
like really broke.

ok ok.
let the pictures do the talking.
:)






















































































MIA MATER MANER?
LOL.

ok bye.

as i expected,
history's repeating itself.

it hurts at first,
but the thought of going thru it for more than thrice,
i think i'm loving it.


COOL OR WHAT.






NUMB.

THANKS SAM FOR THE GREAT DAY.

LETS FUCK THE ATM MACHINE TOGETHER.

WHAT A DAY.

i missed those days.




im still not quite okay yet.
haih.


tangisan dalam ketawa.
sedu sedan menjadi syair cinta.




kill my dreams.
cos it's dejavu.
AGAIN.
and it hurts.

APER DIER?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AKU TAK PAHAM LA.
KECIBAIAN.

yesterday went to take pay at pan pac with azip.
then met tot at outram.
we left for vivo to fetch khai from work.
had dinner at ljs.
then had ben&jerry's!
:)

so the 4 of us went to arcade.
as usual.
daytona and pool.

then we chill till about 11 plus then left to khai's place.
we chill there again till about 2 am then headed home.

oh yes. it was fun.

cabbed home with tot and azip.


it will just be work for the next few days.
so yes people,
say hello to the same old mia again.
nothing but work.

and i so wanna get wasted with my old peeps soon.
i so miss them now.
let's get drunk.












and Adam,
you were right.

luka dilukai

Kanan dan kiri
Cuba berlari
Masih ku dihujani
Tohmah dan caci

Jangan sekali
Aku diletak ke bawah
Hanya kerana jalan
Hidup yang susah

Tak siapa di antara
Kita di dunia
Memilih jalan hidup
Yang derita

Aku sering dipersenda
Dan sering dikecewa
Oleh hati mereka
Yang tak punya rasa

Ingin ku mengecap bahagia
Padamu kasih yang menjanjikan setia
Namun belum sempat ku merasa
Mimpi yang di bina
Hati mudah berdarah semula
Kerana dustanya

Terhempas lagi
Kesekian kali
Luka yang dilukai
Menguji diri

Namun begitu
Aku tabahkan semangat
Biar waktu merawat
Segalanya



Cuba Hendak Mengerti Jawapan Diberi
Usah Buat Ku Sering Terfikir-fikir
Kini Ku Sedar Siapa Diriku Ini
Kata-katamu Hanya Manis Di Bibir

"Call us old fashioned,
but sometimes the Fairy Tale ending
requires the Knight to get off his ass
and saddle up his steed."

hey hello.
it's late. i know. lol.
but i just cant sleep.

let me wish janna,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GIRL!












i hate that my girlfriends are turning 19 fast!
it will soon be 4th june and it's gonna be ME turning 19!
aiyahhh. i wanna be 18 forever.
LOL.

ok mia shut up naaaaaa. LOL.

okay work was kinda of gr8.
pretty fun. but the thing that turns me off is that,
one of this customer actually goes up to me and speak to me in this weird language..
and i go, "UHH?" [you guys can imagine my nerd, blur face.]
then he asked me, "are you filipino?"
and i'm like,

"UHH? NO! I'M MALAY. MALAY. MALAY."

WTF.

i thought this wont happen, i mean,
do i look like a freaking FILIPINO to you?

grr.
its bad enuff that i had to stand the whole of the time and refold clothes that have been folded to kill time.

ok, i still love it.
cos i can look at gorgeous clothes and make it mine some day.
:D

and i even had time to camwhore!
really!














TOLD YOU! HAH!

okay, after work, met up with tot, azip and jeep at marina square arcade. :P
tot and azip visited me while i was working. they were searching for jobs.
ended up in arcade.
and so we played pool and daytona again. :P

then ate at KFC and lepak till about 11.
we talked about thailand and crapped.
and they even have the time to watch porn over azip's phone la.
and i was left alone one corner.
-_-

and me and tot missed the last bus.
the last bus was at 1130.
and we actually waited till like about 1145.
lol. we are noobies. i know.

and so we walked aimlessly searching for cab. haha.
the roads were pretty quiet and it's like we were the only 2 human beings there la.
but thank god, we managed to get a cab and headed home.
LOL.

okay, im pretty shagged.
bye.

i don't go looking for it
because i don't know how it looks like.
i don't try listening to it
because i don't know how it sounds like.
i am not sure what it is, so
i am just sitting here; waiting.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO
MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND!

:)


hope to see you on Monday okay!
haha.

cheers.

hey.

and so today i ponned work.

i'm coughing non-stop. don't wanna spread germs to the guests.
and my leg hurts. don't wanna make my blisters worst.
and im super tired. wanna give my body a rest.
and have promised my w16p that i'll be joining them for dinner.
LOL. so many reasons.

and of course not forgetting, i wanna quit pan pac.
so why not take this chance to busted them?
LOL.
okay i am mean.

and so today i rot at home.
and it's a good thing that i rot at home.
i watched the show on suria;

SEPET













it's a great show.
and i can't believed it that i cried when i watched that show.

it's a story about this chi guy who fall in love with this traditional malay girl.
whose mother, who is pretty modernised, is supportive about their relationship.
and how they go thru social and peer pressure when they were in love.
you know the religion thingy and stuff.
and he does not give up in winning her heart.
and he writes poems and gave flowers to her.
awwww. so romantic.

hah! i was all alone at home and so my mind went astray.
i was reminded of joel. but yea, i've moved on.
and i know, my story is the total opposite of the story.

i'm pretty modernised.
my mum is traditional.
my mum is not supportive of our relationship.
he doesn't write poems.
he doesn't give flowers.
and he gave up winning my heart.

OH WELLS.

forget about the past.

went out with jessica, roohee, vinod and mu to sembawang.
had dinner at KFC.
then smoke weed.
after mu left for work,
the rest of us had desserts at Gelare.

had some catching up
and oh, it was splendid.
jessica and vinod were complaining about their cousins from china and india
who were really villagers and technology noob.
haha! i hoped they can survive for the next few days.
LOL. thank god i don't have any!

tmr i'll be starting at Springfield.
:)
ok, i'm so excited.

wee~

toodles ppl.
:)



overperform.

i'm afraid; i've fallen so hard.
it's so hard to get up.

ahhh.
began my day with shits.

fought with mum.
and i went to work with wet cheeks.

and i thought i start at 10. but actually 11.
pathetic.

and so i just sat in the locker room and cried.
crouching at one end and just cry and cry.
till i cant tahan to pee.
mia nerd. i know.

after pee-ing, went to smoke like 3 sticks straight and went up.

work was boring.
thanks to arif, with his crapps, it just made me feel better.
thanks AYEB.

but things gets even better.
met up with tot and jeep after work.
and so we sat down and chat for awhile and laughed.
and went to arcade.
HEHE!
like finally!

i made them played daytona with me.
and they find it fun! for real!

and i shot both of them down! with a fake gun!
haha.
eh yan! aku lom dpt tembak kau lagi.
kau kene kau.
soon.
LOL.

okay. did enjoy myself la.

thanks to those who made my day.
:)





























imy.

finally! got the pics! the e36r last momentS!
:)










okay. today was pretty fine.
went to take pay with azip.
met the rest somewhere near tot's house and went for the kenduri.
which was just eating.
it just make me FAT.
eurgh.

and so we lepak for awhile after that and then headed home.


bumped into mastura.
aiyayayayayai!
oh i sooo miss her.
gorgeous workmate of mine.
used-to-be workmate.
:)











ok ppl.
i just wanna sit down and think.
i need to do some thinking.

ok bye.











mia keep on dreaming.
it's never gonna come.

eh hello!

i'm a happy happy girl for today!

work was fine la.
the chi chef, he sooooo perasaan jubo you know!
okay i was bored, cos there isn't anything to do, but talk.

mia: eh, where's your nametag uhh? how come you've got no nametag? you want vanessa to whack your ass is it?
chef: i don't need a nametag. cos my name is handsome.
mia: oh, hi handsome! my name is beautiful. [LOL]
chef: eh beautiful. i want cappucino.
mia: okay wait, i do for you.
and so i did the cappucino.

mia: nah! your cappucino! nice you know! creamy and lots of cocoa powder! [smiling :D]
chef: awwww. sweetheart, so nice of you. don't you wanna put in the sugar for me?
mia: don't need sugar. it's already sweet enough. cos it's made by a sweet girl.
chef: oh, yar hor.
mia: LOL.
chef: eh, are you free on Valentine's Day?
mia: why le? i don't know. might be working.
chef: i've got no date la. go out with me okay? paiseh la go out then got no girl beside me.
mia: haha! okay. i'll take off on that day okay! you too must take off on that day okay!
[ RANDOM REPLY ]
chef: make sure okay!
mia: yaaaa. realllly. [ trying to sound convincing ]
chef: [ turning to everyone], eh, everyone. from today onwards, we are together. she's my sweetheart now.
mia: in her heart, saying "EH EH DIER NIE, PERASAAN JUBO! TAK TAHU MALU! SUKER SUKER JER. AKU TAK CAKAP PON AKU NAK KAU JADI MATAER AKU!"

kentalans. suker suker jer tau dier!
aku layan kan ajer! dier pikir hobby per dapat mataer gitu macam.
irritating sak. i was just playing along with his game la. LOL.
and he calls me sweetheart for the rest of the time.
and i still don't know his name! LOL.

ahhhh, bitchicks, tell me that he's just playing with me,
cos if he's serious about the V day,
i'm sooooooooooo gonna be dead!
i don't want history to repeat itself!
you girls should know how i get together with joel.
and how it ended.
gosh!
me and my playfulness. me and my randomness.
aiyahhhhhhhhhhhh. mepek la mia! tu laaaa.
gatal sgt layan kan! kan, da kener lagi.
ISHH. mepek la mia! suker suker tau aku!
nanti maen2 lagi, tros jadi serious.
da ah mia. diam ah kau!

i was then sent home at 3 cos it wasn't busy.
i was glad for that cos i had a job interview at 5.
so i killed time by smoking till 330.
went to shower till 4.
talked on the phone with daddy till 5, while waiting for khai.
hehe.

and so, people, applaud for me can?
i've got the job at SPRINGFIELD!
check it out at www.spf.com
:)


cooool shit man! and i'm starting this saturday!
i think i'll take off the whole week next week from pan pac and work at springfield first.
if springfled is offering little shifts, i guess i'll work both pan pac and springfield.
chiong babe!
den i'll be richer!
rich bitch.
haha.

okay maybe i shouldn't, i should really quit pan pac.
argh! but i need the money!
to spend on anything!
and everything!

okay okay, and so i went to have dinner with khai. then, OH, KHAI, THANKS UHH. thanks for sending that message! made me real MALU can? ishhhhhhhhh. rabak uhh kau!
noob ah kau!
LOL.

ok ok. i bought a new pair of Levi's shoes.
:D
50 bucks.
worth it?
i don't know. i just wanna spend that blue note.
LOL. ok mia noob.
the pair of shoes was just nice!
really!
:D
and so got home,
spent some quality time with family.
like finally. :)
it just made my day.
:)

i'm just a happy girl today.
:)

ok bye.

ahhhhh.
i think i'm going to miss e36r like how i miss w16p.

and shit to my director of SHL.
who had sent out mass email to SHL students about preparing our PP during this semester break.
can't you like give us a break?
LOL.

like i care to do. LOL.
ahahaha.
obviously i'll do something that has got to do with tourism.
i just find it generally easy to do and yea,
what is Harmony Wong for?
okay Harmony Wong is my butchY manager of
something i-don't-know-what of the hotel.
all she does is analyse the business of the hotel and drinks.
practically drinking her santori liquor every night and kronenburgh beer and signing it off using the hotel's money.
she's going to be my slave for this PP. haha.

okay crapp.

can't believe it, i did it again!
i stayed at home the whole day!
OMFG.
mia is soooo boring.
haiz. -_-

ok bye.

work was fine.
i flirted with this chi chef.
cos i was bored.
how lame can i be.
okay i was bored.
i was stoning and was standing and putting my chin at the bar top.
i was daydreaming about something-you-guys-don't-need-to-know.
and i can see him like thru the the kitchen window there.
then he keeps smiling and waving.
LOL.
and i decided to waved back and tried to "maen mater" with him.
LOL.
and when you put 2 sepets together,
you'll get humans-with-no-eyes-when-they-laugh.
LOL.

hahahah.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
his eyes so sepet.
i know you like it fyra.
=P
LOL.
and oh, i don't know his name.
Hahahaha.
i don't even bother to find his name out.
Hahahaha.

and shit.
my shifts next week are like super rabak.
10-6 on mon, wed, sat.
10-3 on tues.
9-5 on thurs, fri.
and sunday off.
shit.

oh well, look on the bright side,
$.
:)

i just wanna sleep late tonight and
wake up late tmr.
lol.

okay. i miss reading harry potter.
i wanna read it till dawn.
okay, aku giler.
:)

ok bye.

lalalala~
waiting.
with a big smile.
less than three you.

we're supposed to be enjoying this last day of semester 2.
but sometimes, things have to go wrong,
to make us realize, it's time to change.

i was about to leave house for school.
as usual, i'd reached my hand out
to my parents.
as usual, i'll give a peck
on my mum's cheek.
turn to dad, he pulled his hand away
and turned away.
with watery eyes,
i left the house.

i stood alone at the bus stop,
thinking when will all this stop.
it just cut me deeply,
to think of this silently.

went to school,
thnking everything's gonna be alright.
but i was a fool,
to think that the sun is always bright.

friends have their own sorrows,
i was there by their side.
i tried so hard not to show,
how i'm feeling inside.

the time has come to say goodbye,
to my E36R friends.
bidding goodbye,
brought tears to my eyes.

i'll miss those good times,
i'll miss those camwhoring sessions.
oh, i'll never forget those times,
when we were such a moron.

and i'm not really sad about all those,
coz we know we have to move on.
there is something that arose,
which makes me rather down.

i don't know why i am feeling this way.
i am just blind to see things in front of me.
maybe because i'm in my fairytale land all the way.
not thinking that it's not possible for me.

i hate the way i feel right now,
it's just making me confused now.
i know i'm not supposed to be feeling that way now,
i've just got to shut up and cheer up now.

i'm sorry to hear about it fyra.
i'm sorry to hear about it firdaus.

fyra darling,
cheer up okay?
my hols are here.
we can meeeeeet.
:)


tot, kiter kan kawan... hehe!
i'm always there for you okay!
and if you need me to wake you up every morning,
aku sanggup kejut kau sampai kau bangun okay!
den i'll wait for you, as usual at the bus stop,
and go school with you.
and if you need anyone to wash your clothes,
aku sanggup jadi maid kau lagi okay!
da macam pat thailand plak.
kene kejut dan cuci baju kau.
HAHA.
that's what friends are for.
:)

okay ppl.
take care, don't take drugs.
okay crapp.
i'm just trying to cheer myself up.

ok bye.

nice girls don't last in relationships.
sial girls do last in relationships.

mia
04061989
spy_gemini@hotmail.com


♥ 04/06


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