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i wonder why he is still stuck in my freaking damn heart.

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as usual.
i've been feeling very tired.

PP due on 9th september and i've only got like 450 words.
i thought 2,000 words are easy to achieve.
but i've got it wrong.

i've got 2 classes.
one, which i've got farid. =D
and alot of girls; malay girls; malay soccer girls.
-.-

all my gerek grek kakiS are in another class.
-.-

and my another class, full of ruggers.
which is also, full of pretty good looking people.
which means, i'll be feeling rather depressing for next 4 months.

i need to lose more weight.
):
and next sem module, experiential water-based learning,
oh my god! swimming!
which means swimming with the class.
OMF.
OH MY FATS.
):


whenever i'm alone or off to work early morning,
this would occupy my mind.
motivate me people.
i just need to lose another 6 more kilos.
6 more to my wonderful 45.

PUH-LESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
though i've gladly made a great effort to lose 10kg for the past yr,
it is still not satisfying.

i'm still not as good looking as you pretty girls out there.
i wanna be like you pretty girls too.

this is depressing.

i've been whining alot to my love lately.
im sorry baby.
i just need to.

ok tatas~

and i love you.

hello.
this is my friend, fizah.
she's 20 this year.

and now she's blissfully married.
=))
happy for her.
dont deny ppl, she's gorgeous.

congrats.

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You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together
I’ve lick my wounds but I can’t ever see them getting better
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

So much to love
So much to learn
But I won’t be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I try my best to reach you

Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, 
yeah.

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it's another break before our next semester for the year.
time really flew very fast.
haha.
and i really hate that.
i am hoping for kai lun to be in my class again.
HAHA.
so i can seduce him everyday. (HAHA. KIDDING.)


everything i do seems to be so tiring.

last monday was my off day.
(like finally!)
and so me and azip and jeep went down to pan pac to have a little late lunch,
and chill at brunch.
very wonderful.
added with the fun i had earlier in the morning, it just made my day.

this week is pretty much a better week as i wont be working that much.
i'll be a lazy pig for the next few days. =P
i just need to spend some time to myself.


alright, i dont know what else i wanna talk about.
prolly update it when i have some substance.
hehe. but before that, let me introduce to you,

chef razif.

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oh kay.
it's been awhile since i blogged.
i'm just plain lazy nowadays.
too tired to do anything.
even too tired to stone.

i need my beautiful sleep, but i just cant get to sleep.
i've been abandoning my pp.
and that sucks. cos it dues on 9th sept!

rugby has been love man.
might be flying off to hongkong in dec for a touch comp.
i'm so touching it man. cant wait.
i just love the adrenaline rush of scoring a try.
HAHA.

anyways, i've been having gr8 time with love lately.
(: thank you very much i must say.
but sometimes, it does hurt when the status is just ''friends''.

i cant be bothered to think how hurtful it is, cos i think,
i still love being single and mingle and be the way i am.
(:


and i keep asking myself why.
i simply cant answer myself cos im not really sure
what's my question and what's my answer.