.
staying home and sleep for hours.
feel good about it?
yes.

not working for the whole week.
feel good about it?
no.

i'm so affected by this downturn of economy.
oh, i need a new flexible job.


toodles.

.

a day well spent.

helped baby and his mum fold popiah
for their chinese new year.

and then to the library to borrow some books.
i swear to you he was like a kid.
cute la. hehehe.

and then a date with DADDY, nadiah, pillay and hidayah.
love was there too. =)
we had much sharings.
and great laughter.
i was wayyyyyyyy too noisy can.
lols.

more of catching up sessions with daddy and gang.
and more of catching up sessions
with my bowenians, ite-ans, rp-ians, pphs-ians, SPF-ians and many many la.
it's time.

and i am so looking forward to the next public holiday.
you know why?
it's the first time, after 3 years,
of not working on a public holiday.
like finally?
if you can feel me, it's definitely a wonderful feeling.
=D

okays, nights people.
it's time to do some reading.
:)



i love the way you make me feel each time.
i like the feeling of falling in love with you everyday.
:)
ily baby.

it's been so long since i blogged sense here.

have been busy with friends, family, trainings, school and baby love.

have not been working and it feels damn good.

how i wish i don't need to work.

HA-HA.

in your dreams miaaaaaaaaaaa.

rahhhhhhh.

it's the last week of school already.

it seems abnormal.

usually i'll be looking forward to the holidays.

cos i can work my ass off, earning money to do whatever i like.

but now, i'd rather go to school, waste my time laughing with my friends.

oh wells. life is never that easy.

pretty much of good and bad news for this upcoming year.

1- will be spending more time on upgrading my skills

and getting certified.

i will so need it for future sake.

2- looking forward to the Kerinchi trip.

with a bunch of ra-ra people. jess, caromes, farid.

hopefully tong too.

how i wish he's going too. but too bad miaaaaaa. haha.

3- OBS 1 week attachment, hmm, maybe something

i'll be looking forward too. see how it goes lor.

4- hopefully out with bitchicks.

5- tenting wth love perhaps. (=

1- i will definitely need to find another job, 2 jobs together.

to support me financially, and emotionally.

it's kinda of depressing for me if i'm not earning at least 200 bucks a week.

2- i'm going for attachment during my 1st sem. he's going for attachment during 2nd sem.

that's kinda of bad. we'll be seeing less of each other for 8 months straight.

well done. a phase where it'll be a mental torture for us.

i will definitely need to be mentally prepared for it.

insya-allah, everything will be alright. (=

3- what's worst? he's going australia for attachment.

4 months without him. hmm, i'm so going to breakdown anytime soon.

i am wondering how he'll be; alone with nothing but just himself.

so worried for him.

insya-allah.

see, everything is so messed up in this pea brain of mine.

but each time i see him, everything seems alright;

and it'll just carve a smile on my face,

with a little cheeky look,

and a laughter i've never had for so long.

hehe. i shy lor.

(=

and the thought of looking forward to 4th june,

is making me even happier.

even though there's a 2 and a big egg behind;

i don't seem to care.

cos it's the day that makes me feel like a small girl again.

=D

Our love had been so strong for far too long

I was weak with fear that something would go wrong

Before the possibilities came true, I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears, conjuring her deepest fears.

.
i have so many things to tell you what's on my mind.
but i just cant get it off my chest.
perhaps i will.
when i can stop crying.

apart from you,
other things are affecting me greatly.
i am just keeping myself alive and breathe.

time is flying fast and i'm trying to keep up with it.

and as i've always told myself,
things happen for a reason.
and all i can do now is to be strong
to face everything that falls right in front of me.

even if i fall,
i'll pick myself up,
and keep on walking.



iloveyoubaby.
i am praying for the best of you.
:)
muacks.

.
school have just started and here it comes to a busy busy week of shits.
i just cant wait for this 3 weeks to end and get over and done with RP.
it is soooo dragggggggggy.

and so i bumped into chuck bass thrice today.
thrice.
AND i shook his hand THRICE and say
"eh chuck bass, amacam?" and walks away.
hahaha.

and i seriously feel fat today.
not only today, but every other days too.
especially today.
eurgh.
i soooo need to lose more weight.
ok go.

ok bye.



iloveyou baby.
i am who i am because of you.
i don't know to thank you more.
muacks muacks.

.
havent had any rest since school hols start.
and finally 3 days off from everything for the last fri, ytd and today.
it felt almost great till i realized it will be school tmr.
it's okay cos 3 more weeks only.
can tahan.
and so it will be busy busy month for
the upcoming 2 months hols.
need to find new job since they are cutting down on casual labour.
-__-

i think they are telling me to move on a i have been in pan pac for 3 years.
haha.



and
its the time of the month again.
it's our 7th baby.
hehe.

i am glad that we are still going on strong.
:)

HAPPY 7TH MONTH.

love love.

.
a brand new year.
i don't know if it's the same old me.
or the brand new me.
let's just see how time flies again.
and i'll reflect on it.

i'll just let nature take it's course.

You've changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me with your love.