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.30.3.09 ' 8:05 PM
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i think, i'm so used to getting hurt.
that i get stronger each time i fall.

i'd rather see others happy.
than seeing myself getting victory.

i don't feel a thing changing now.
but i won't feel a thing now.

i'm good this way.
i'm good this way.


i am here for you, not for me.
but for you, to realize,
the reason to live and learn.

♥ mia.noob





.29.3.09 ' 11:30 PM
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The Perishers - All Over Now.

I no longer pray for tomorrow
I've started to pray for today
'cause I still can't feel nothing but sorrow
And I do all I can to make that go away

Well 're through somehow
Too bad I couldn't solve your riddle in time
It's all over now

I no longer long for the summer
And I no longer care 'bout the snow
A just know I can't take this much longer
I wonder how low one can go

♥ mia.noob





.27.3.09 ' 10:06 PM
.
i'm too afraid to sleep.


♥ mia.noob





.26.3.09 ' 9:44 PM
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I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I want to break the spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation



How did it come to this?
i don't know.


- muse.

♥ mia.noob





.22.3.09 ' 11:21 PM
.
ku kehilangan dirimu
kerna apa sebab?
engkau tahu mengapa
ia berlaku
kerna sebab yang
tidak sepatutnya berlaku
dan kerna itu
aku sanggup mengalah
kerna ku tahu
ia berlaku untuk sesuatu makna
jikalau engkau terasa
betapa sakitnya hatiku
begitu lah akan engkau terima
setelah menghancuri kebahagianku


ku masih mengharapkannya sayang.

♥ mia.noob





. ' 7:58 PM
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i really cant think right now.
i don't know why i'm feeling this way.
the more i think of it, i am even weaker.

this is bad enough for me.
please, let me heal by tmr.

i can't say it.
but i can spell it.

imissyou.




apart from that,
bowenians.
they are forever there.
and will always be there.
forever at heart.



hakim, fana, mia, fai, fahan.

♥ mia.noob





.21.3.09 ' 9:58 PM
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met up with the 2 bitches after so so damn long.
haha. korang stepping.
make sure menjadi ah this time round nyer chalet.
korang sponsor ah. korang korang kan da keje.
aku kan, maseh student. lols.

anywoooots.
met up with the usuals at harbourfront after that.
Plan A was a thumbs up.

and we all wore white coincidentally.
eh eh eh, smart mamat abang abang kiter.
and farhan kecot.
lols.
pics, find in fb when im tagged by fana la eh.
(:


i'm feeling sick.
bye.

♥ mia.noob





.20.3.09 ' 7:21 PM
.

mia.noob™ says:
omg. long time ago sia.
... says:
ya the first ever girl ok?
i always rmb.


-.-
you come and go.


let it go.


and you know what,
this is what i call BULLSHIT.

♥ mia.noob





.19.3.09 ' 7:13 PM
.
she knows you well.
she barely knows me.
and she can see the difference.
and she knows the reason why.

i'm thankful.
i'm glad.
for at least she knows how i feel.


sooner or later darling.

♥ mia.noob





.18.3.09 ' 7:47 PM
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There is no one as kind as you.

No one who gave me reasons I understood for it first seems so hard.

Thank you.

♥ mia.noob





.16.3.09 ' 8:45 PM
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Saving Jane - Happy.

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone and wasted
Nothing’s how it used to be

I wanna be the first to call and tell you
Yesterday I heard the news
I hear you oughtta be congratulated
So I guess that’s what I’ll do

I’m so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I’m so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don’t think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I’m so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory

I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I’m black and blue
What’s the point in telling everybody
I’m not over you.

I’m so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I’m so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don’t think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I’m so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Cry about the love we used to have
Cry that I won’t ever get you back

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?

I’m so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I’m so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’m so happy for you
So, so happy for you
I don’t think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I’m so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

♥ mia.noob





.15.3.09 ' 11:01 PM
.

and once again,
i'm writing this to you again.
for the second time.

i don’t know why..

http://shortisunyq.wordpress.com/

i have been thinking of you alot lately.

i cant sleep at night.

i vent my anger in every ways that i can so as to feel so much better.

i guess i miss you so much.

people telling me i am so stupid to let go of a guy like you.

which is impossible to find.

but i am just drilling in my brain that losing you is not making me regret at all.

i’m just confused.

i still love you but i just cant have you.

i just need to shut down from everything, from you.

i will, though it hurts.


♥ mia.noob





.14.3.09 ' 4:11 PM
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Avenged Sevenfold - I wont see you tonight part 1.

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for and loved

Building up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for
and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight



♥ mia.noob





.12.3.09 ' 11:12 PM
.

i don't know how it start.
i don't know how to stop.

i am everly so confused now by the situation.
i can't think.


i don't know.


why is it like this when it was already so good and doing fine?



numb.

♥ mia.noob





.11.3.09 ' 9:34 PM
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The way i feel - 12 stones.

Lately I've been wandering off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice

The world I know is pulling me more and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me with everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord, my spirit calls for you

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice

You know sometimes
Deep inside
I feel like this

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice

Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice

The way I feel


i don't know why
i don't understand why
i am numb.

♥ mia.noob





.8.3.09 ' 11:16 PM
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Current Addiction.

Britney Spears - Shattered Glass.

Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh-ho
Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh

Did I wake you? Were you sleeping? Were you still in the bed?
Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurtin', you ain't seen nothing yet

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man
I hope you know that you can't come back
'Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass, glass

Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still calling my name?
Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?
I bet you realized that she ain't half the woman I am

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man
I hope you know that you can't come back
'Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass, glass

L-l-like glass
Glass
Glass

Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh-ho
Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh-ho


♥ mia.noob





. ' 8:41 PM
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weewooot.

went to the science centre with my two dearest noobies;
jeremy and caromes.
went to the omni-theatre to catch "The Alps".
was supposed to be there by 5 lah and jeremy reached jurong east at 5.
-.-
so we catched the 8pm one instead.

and so we went to bukit batok to catch "watchman".
to kill time.
as per recommended by jeremy, it was a NICE movie.
but when we watch, it was, OH-MY-EFFING-BALLS.

!@#^&*()_(*&%$#@!#$%^*&()_ !!!

we took about and hour to actually analyze the damn show lah.
thanks ah jeremy!
wasted my time there lah.

and cannot be blame lah. the show was M-18
and there goes the blue man with dangling blue dick and blue balls.
caromes enjoyed it very much!

the show was god damn 2hours plus and we rushed back
to science centre to catch "The Alps".
it's wayyyy better and oh, a motivation for nepal.
:)
hopefully.



AND AND AND, i met baby today.
though it's just for awhile, i miss him really.
it feels good to be in his arms again.

and indeed, i need more of him.

i love you dear.

nights.

♥ mia.noob





.6.3.09 ' 10:09 PM
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finally, finally went to Sengkang Swimming Complex
with sandy, nisa and suat ting.
LOLS.

we swam and played from noon to about 4 in the afternoon.
tiring okayyyys.

the slides were super fun lah.
we'll go there again soon.
but will ask more ppl to join in the fun.
cos it's really fun! despite having the stupid boy thinking
me and sandy to be 10 year old kids.
-.- i know we were kinda childish and noisy but that's us mah!
HAHAHA.

okay.
don't need to ask, but i'm super tanned lah.
me and nisa are like sasi's clan now?
HAHAHA.

okay ppl.
if want go dip dip, come call me okay.
:)

and and and,
i bumped into akram. lols.
it's been damn long since i saw him lah.
:)

and weewoooots.
dad bought new sofa, for no apparent reason.
SUPER HUGE LAH.
i seriously mean it.
my mum's legs are practically hanging when she sits.
HAHAHA.

AND RAHHHHHHHHHHH.
My mum gave my bloody apollos to the damn movers!
damn.
just because you find them cute doesn't mean you have to give them my snacks.
:(
and now i am sad cos i cant munch on anything.
bloody movers.


okay ppl.
i should stop now.

tata~


i miss you loveeeeeeeeeeeee.
weird dream i must say.

♥ mia.noob





.4.3.09 ' 11:29 PM
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dear diary

i think i will die of missing him if he goes to australia for 4 damn months.
oh shit.
i miss hearing him singing to me.
ahhhhhhhhh. i miss hearing his voice.
):


i know i can.


with love,
mia

♥ mia.noob





. ' 8:00 PM
.
HAPPY 9TH & STILL COUNTING.

i love you baby.
you are more than anything that i can ever ask for.



In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you
cry



♥ mia.noob





.3.3.09 ' 10:31 PM
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went to "cheer" for the boys for surf and sweat on sunday.
they did badly though.
cos we were not even cheering for them.
HAH.
but still,
we are the hottest cheerleaders they ever had for life.
=D

more pics up on facebook.
:)

cheers.









♥ mia.noob





.2.3.09 ' 9:35 PM
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found this on hakimo's blog.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

try it.
it's fun.


Name: mia
Date: 3/2/2009
Colorgenics Number: 62340157

♥ mia.noob





. ' 8:36 PM
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it's our 9th and again;
i can't have you.
cos this time, you're going away with your friends.

and i can't even have you; only you.
not even the day before.

what to do.
this is life.



great.
i might be demanding.
but this is all i ask for.
ily still.

♥ mia.noob





.1.3.09 ' 2:01 AM
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baby baby.
i love you for who you are.
what matters most is how you know how to put a big smile on my face
by saying simple words.

and i swear to you i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
the run in the rain with you.
hehehehehehe *laughs cheekily*
so fun can.
like small kids cannnnnnnnnnnn.

and your friends are nice.
it was awkward though.
maybe because it's the first.
whaatever it is, i know i was myself.


love you babyyyyyyyy.
and the 9th is cominggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
cant wait!

=D

♥ mia.noob










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